Wanting to Change

Wanting to run
But can't find my way out
Nothing I do will
Get me out
No matter how
Hard I try
I can't get away
I want to run
I want to do something
I want to change
But I can't
Do anything about it
It's hard
To live in a world
That I'm scared to change
And how bad I want to
But fear of something
Always blocks my dream
No matter how hard
I try to concor my fear
It hovers over my head
Making me more scared
Than before
I shouldn't be scared
But I am
I need to change
But I'm too... scared...