Monday, September 21, 2009

I think I got you beat...yeah...yeah..yeah....

Ok not really I just thought I'd write that as a title on here. hehehehe. Anyway, I want to go to NYC to see Shrek the musical and Next to Normal. I'm a geek who wants to travel more and fall in love with someone who will be willing to do the same with me. I'm a theatre person who has trouble finding love in the right places. I am the one who doesn't trust as easily like everyone thinks I am. I'm on my guard all the time and very rarely let it down.

How do I get from NYC to having my guard down? Well, part of going to NYC is bringing my guard down and falling in love. I am a chicken....that's about it. I have been trying to find my way to love someone....and truthfully....its not really working. I do like this guy and want to have somewhat a relationship but I'm not quite sure if he wants one with me. I just don't know anymore.

I don't know why I'm actually writing on here right now...probably because I know this won't be posted on facebook. Thank you Blogger! There are just somethings that people shouldn't read... I do love my friends and family but this isn't for them. This is for Wicked Shannon (me, duh) to vent a little about life and hopefully will tell stories about her life that not many people didn't know about me. Anyway I should go now...

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Sleepless nights....

Well, I haven't been sleeping well and it will soon become a story. Just like most of the stories that come and go in my head. The problem with me is that...a guy actually said that he liked me and now won't talk to me. This happened before....and I'm fustrated. I haven't been sleeping well at all and this is bugging me.
I don't know what I'm doing or what I'm doing wrong. I guess when it comes right down to it...I'm going to be the lonely one. I can learn to love but not when someone shuts me out before I get a chance to even think things through...
Life is never easy I know that, but you know what, I'm tired of being who I am. Sometimes, I wish I could be someone else, but God made me the way I am for a reason and I have to figure out that reason. If I don't I'll never know what it will be like to love or anything like that. Having sleepless nights isn't worth the fight sometimes.

Friday, August 7, 2009

Its going to be ok....

Adam is leaving tomorrow and now I have no one to actually mess up their costume...because his was an easy fix that it wouldn't matter. Another dancer is leaving as well...its getting more confusing than ever around here.Anyway, other than that life is life. I have to deal with random people as they get through life and how things work...but that's how it is in Disney.

Gotta love it.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Surrounded by idots....~Scar from Lion King

don't get me wrong or anything i love the people that i'm with....but the fact of the matter is that i can't think and i can't with people in the room. i'm working on a'm writing and i can't think. its dangerous but at the same time...its a good thing that i can't think, but if i want to get a story done then i will never be done.

i need sleep too...i'm out of it and i just need to write as much as i can...ok i'm going to try to get through this as they talk.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Long time no posting....scary

Well, let's see the last time I wrote was when I was in London....or Scotland...or in Virginia at school. Something to that effect. Anyway, now you're looking at a Cast Member at Disney World. No I can not give you free tickets even if you asked. Anyway, I've been working hard on a lot of things down here. I work in costuming at Hollywood Stuidos. Its been a blast. I work at Beauty and the Beast, Block Party Bash (the parade), Lights! Motor! Action! Extreme Stunt Show, and will be training at High School Musical 3.

Its been a great adventure for me and I will stay here until January 2, 2010. I'm loving it but the thing is that I need to plan a trip home for a little bit. I've been here since January 28, 2009. But its been awesome! I've met wonderful people and I work with amazing people who are willing to help me succeed, which is amazing!

I should go ahead and go now. I have to be ready for another day down here and it should be FUN!