Thursday, December 1, 2011

Welcome to December

Well let's see its Christmas Time!!! And its another year without my dad and it kills me inside but I keep going. My dad wouldn't have wanted it any other way. The problem with me keep that I'm still where I have started. I'm in Va working and not really living the life that was intended for me or is this the life that is intended for me? Either way, I don't know what to do.

I have some thoughts going through my head but I don't have a clue on what to do. I know there are things that I would like to do with my life but haven't started anything. Only ideas pop into my head and then they go away because people in my life I know damage the dreams or I do it myself. Its simple thing to do. I've done it plenty of times.

Well what can I say? I don't have a poem for you or anything...I swear being an adult kind of sucks because I'm always working! lol! anyway, hope you have a good December.