Wednesday, April 27, 2011

HI!!!! Where's the time gone?

Long time no write!

What's been happenin? Lol! So let's see...I've been working and hanging out with the boy. Which is fun... So let's see if I can come up with something because I haven't been writing at all cause of the boy and work! Which I'm liking both!

Oh boy you've got me
Where you want me
Around your little finger
You could probably get me
To do whatever you want
You got me
That's it
How did I even
Let you get that close
I never let anyone
Get so close to me
Like I have with you
You just have me
I didn't even think
About it
Oh boy oh boy....
I like how you have me
But I wish I knew
How I let you in

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Guess what?!?!?!

I got a day job!! YAY!!! Well, at least until they don't want me. I'm not sure if I'm good enough for the job but I got one for now! I better run to the theatre. Later! Have a great week! And I hope to write something awesome soon. =)

Keep Smiling!!

Monday, April 11, 2011

Finding yourself?

not until we are lost do we begin to understand ourselves. ~henry david thoreau

WOW! This is so true! Have you ever thought about it? Losing yourself to find out who you really are?

Don't come find me
Let me do it myself
I know I can...
I might need your help
But I can't take it
This is what I need to do
You can't be apart of it
I have to find myself
I will find myself
When the time is right
I won't know
Until I'm lost
Lost enough to find myself
I'm sorry
That I have to push you away
But I have to do this for myself
I have to get lost
To be found again...

Sunday, April 10, 2011

So basically...

I've been a little ticked off today...and I don't know if I can actually write about it.

Anyway, I wonder what I can write today...I haven't been writing anything creative. This is sad...I gotta think of something to write. Its a little bit after 10pm yet and my brain is stuck...I might be better under pressure or something. I gotta try something...

I'm standing there
With no one to turn to
Not even you
Though it seems like
You're there.
When really its only me
You are nowhere in sight.

Wow... that's all I got...this is sad.

Friday, April 8, 2011


Apparently I'm doing this everyother day thing going on here...I'm a nut but that's nothing new. So what can I write about today?

I have no clue...the boy has been in my head for the past couple of weeks and its kicking my butt...but at the same time I'm loving it. and I'm actually a little bit happier now... =) just sayin...

Wednesday, April 6, 2011


So what's been going on in this life of mine...I've had an amazing lunch with a couple of friends today! Then my plan was going to aplly for a couple of jobs and I was going home...instead...we talked for a long time and I went home because mom and I were going somewhere...but we didn't she was tired and I started to fall asleep in the chair. So enough about that... I am going to write something...

So long I have
Waited for you
For you to come
And rescue me
From my demons
And from my fears
You've taken me
Places that I
Would have never
Have thought of going
You have me...
You swiftly came in
And took over me
In a good way
I'm still me
When I'm around you
Its nice...
I like it
I'm a happier
When it comes to you
I've got you
In my head
And I don't want
You to go anywhere
Its nice to have you there
You're someone I trust
Man, B....
You've got me
Where you want me
And you can take me
Where ever you want...

Monday, April 4, 2011

8 minutes? maybe

Yeah, I'm slackin on the job news on anything in my life other than a boy...

We're talking hanging out which is good but on the other hand...its too complicated right now to talk about it...

So lets see 8 minutes?

I stand there
Looking at you
You haven't noticed
Me yet
Which probably is
A good thing
Because I try to
Move my attention
Somewhere else...
It goes right back to you
How is that
Even possible?
Do I like you?
Should I dare to say
The other "L" word?
I mean...
I'm staring at you...
But you're not even
Looking at me...
I need to do something
I shouldn't be staring at you
I should be...
I should be...
I should be...
Something to you
But I'm not...

Friday, April 1, 2011

Take me as I am!

"Slow to trust but quick to Love...I push to hard and I give too much...I'm not sayin I'm perfect but I promise I'm worth it..." ~Sugarland "Take Me As I Am"

I love that part of the song...It has so much of me in that perticular part of the song. Sometimes I don't know what to do.

Here's the song from youtube:

Come and take me
If you want me
You gotta step up to the plate
And try to do something.
I want you to chase me
Make me feel like
I'm worth fighting for
I may not be here
Waiting for you
Much longer
Someone else might take your place
And love me like you do
But he'll show me
If you want to make a homerun
Then you gotta get to the plate first
Because the batter is up
And ready to go...
I'm not perfect
But I might be
Perfect for you
And only you...
If you just fight for me...
Play the game...
I hope I'm worth it...

So you can win I know baseball season is starting up!! Its one of my favorite sports! =) Have a good day...or night...