Well, at the moment I'm working in Disney for this month and then going back to Virginia to go and work on RENT at the Firehouse Theatre. I love what I do but I need to come to realization that I can't stay with my parents forever but at the same time...I still need them.
Why is this hard? Because I'm a chicken and I don't know what I want but I do know one thing...I want to move. I love my family and friends back in VA, but when I travel the world or even the states, I'm happy. Not many people can understand that, but its who I am. If a great guy comes into my life and keeps me in one place and we have our life together than that's what it will be.
I'm almost ready for the world...but is the world ready for me?
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Well, working at Disney has been a blessing for me and I'm sad to say that I'm not there right now. I found out some bad news and I'm not awllod to say anything since I am still a Cast Member and I know better.
Anyway, being at home has been BORING!!! I have no idea what to do anymore. Usually during the day I'm working doing my thing there and then all of a sudden...nothing. but you know that's life...right? So, I've been working on some stories and I haven't finished one...
I miss working, I miss seeing my new family...I miss a lot of things... I feel like I'm going to be lost for awhile. So who know's what might happen. I just wish that I could be more like other people, more out spoken and comfortable with myself to speak to people or get my ideas out there or to write a book or something...I don't know. Hopefully, things will work out, but I have no idea. Anyway, things will get better... Trust in the Lord Always and that's what I need to do!