Monday, September 21, 2009

I think I got you beat...yeah...yeah..yeah....

Ok not really I just thought I'd write that as a title on here. hehehehe. Anyway, I want to go to NYC to see Shrek the musical and Next to Normal. I'm a geek who wants to travel more and fall in love with someone who will be willing to do the same with me. I'm a theatre person who has trouble finding love in the right places. I am the one who doesn't trust as easily like everyone thinks I am. I'm on my guard all the time and very rarely let it down.

How do I get from NYC to having my guard down? Well, part of going to NYC is bringing my guard down and falling in love. I am a chicken....that's about it. I have been trying to find my way to love someone....and truthfully....its not really working. I do like this guy and want to have somewhat a relationship but I'm not quite sure if he wants one with me. I just don't know anymore.

I don't know why I'm actually writing on here right now...probably because I know this won't be posted on facebook. Thank you Blogger! There are just somethings that people shouldn't read... I do love my friends and family but this isn't for them. This is for Wicked Shannon (me, duh) to vent a little about life and hopefully will tell stories about her life that not many people didn't know about me. Anyway I should go now...