stay...

I'm falling apart
I can't live my dream
Cause everyone has
A "better one" for me
Why can't I just live my life?
Why can't I be me?!
I'm falling apart
And I'm nothing
I became nothing
When someone said
That I'm not allowed to leave
I've been falling apart
Since my dad died
I've been lost
And haven't been found yet
I'm in a deep dark hole
I don't know who I am anymore!!!
Why...
Do I...
Have to be the one to stay behind....