Time is speeding by
And I'm starting
To forget how you laugh
I'm forgetting how you call my name
When you need me
I'm forgetting how your hand
Feels when I grab it
I'll be a year
And you're still gone
Because you're gone
I worry more about mom
Though I'm with her all the time
I still worry
Apparently I will always worry
Because I have no idea
What will happen when
I lose mom like I lost you
I used to not worry and live
Like Christ wants me to...
But sadly I still worry
I have to give it up
The worry
And fear...
That's what's holding me back
Holding me back from everything...
I miss you, dad...
I know you're watching over mom and me
But its not the same
Without you here on earth...
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