Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Worry

Time is speeding by
And I'm starting
To forget how you laugh
I'm forgetting how you call my name
When you need me
I'm forgetting how your hand
Feels when I grab it
I'll be a year
And you're still gone
Because you're gone
I worry more about mom
Though I'm with her all the time
I still worry
Apparently I will always worry
Because I have no idea
What will happen when
I lose mom like I lost you
I used to not worry and live
Like Christ wants me to...
But sadly I still worry
I have to give it up
The worry
And fear...
That's what's holding me back
Holding me back from everything...
I miss you, dad...
I know you're watching over mom and me
But its not the same
Without you here on earth...

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