So here I am in Epcot with a friend of mine and I'm still debating on staying here or not. It kills me inside cause I can't decide. I love my mom and I don't want to leave her in Va because of the craziness that's going on. I keep her sanity at least that's what I think I do. I also think that I'm a bourdon on her.
Don't get me wrong I know she loves me and everything but I never know if I'm doing the right thing...it's hard and I'm not the brightest crayon in the box... I don't know. I have my own demons to take care of...and it's dangerous.