HI!!!! Where's the time gone?

Long time no write!

What's been happenin? Lol! So let's see...I've been working and hanging out with the boy. Which is fun... So let's see if I can come up with something because I haven't been writing at all cause of the boy and work! Which I'm liking both!

Oh boy you've got me
Where you want me
Around your little finger
You could probably get me
To do whatever you want
You got me
That's it
How did I even
Let you get that close
I never let anyone
Get so close to me
Like I have with you
You just have me
I didn't even think
About it
Oh boy oh boy....
I like how you have me
But I wish I knew
How I let you in

Guess what?!?!?!

I got a day job!! YAY!!! Well, at least until they don't want me. I'm not sure if I'm good enough for the job but I got one for now! I better run to the theatre. Later! Have a great week! And I hope to write something awesome soon. =)

Keep Smiling!!

Finding yourself?

not until we are lost do we begin to understand ourselves. ~henry david thoreau


WOW! This is so true! Have you ever thought about it? Losing yourself to find out who you really are?


Don't come find me
Let me do it myself
I know I can...
I might need your help
But I can't take it
This is what I need to do
You can't be apart of it
I have to find myself
I will find myself
When the time is right
I won't know
Until I'm lost
Lost enough to find myself
I'm sorry
That I have to push you away
But I have to do this for myself
I have to get lost
To be found again...

So basically...

I've been a little ticked off today...and I don't know if I can actually write about it.

Anyway, I wonder what I can write today...I haven't been writing anything creative. This is sad...I gotta think of something to write. Its a little bit after 10pm yet and my brain is stuck...I might be better under pressure or something. I gotta try something...

I'm standing there
Alone
With no one to turn to
Not even you
Though it seems like
You're there.
When really its only me
You are nowhere in sight.


Wow... that's all I got...this is sad.

hmmm

Apparently I'm doing this everyother day thing going on here...I'm a nut but that's nothing new. So what can I write about today?

I have no clue...the boy has been in my head for the past couple of weeks and its kicking my butt...but at the same time I'm loving it. and I'm actually a little bit happier now... =) just sayin...

=)

So what's been going on in this life of mine...I've had an amazing lunch with a couple of friends today! Then my plan was going to aplly for a couple of jobs and I was going home...instead...we talked for a long time and I went home because mom and I were going somewhere...but we didn't she was tired and I started to fall asleep in the chair. So enough about that... I am going to write something...


Finally!
So long I have
Waited for you
For you to come
And rescue me
From my demons
And from my fears
You've taken me
Places that I
Would have never
Have thought of going
You have me...
You swiftly came in
And took over me
In a good way
I'm still me
When I'm around you
Its nice...
I like it
I'm a happier
When it comes to you
I've got you
In my head
And I don't want
You to go anywhere
Its nice to have you there
You're someone I trust
Man, B....
You've got me
Where you want me
And you can take me
Where ever you want...

8 minutes? maybe

Yeah, I'm slackin on the job again...no news on anything in my life other than a boy...

We're talking hanging out which is good but on the other hand...its too complicated right now to talk about it...

So lets see 8 minutes?

I stand there
Looking at you
You haven't noticed
Me yet
Which probably is
A good thing
Because I try to
Move my attention
Somewhere else...
It goes right back to you
How is that
Even possible?
Do I like you?
Should I dare to say
The other "L" word?
I mean...
I'm staring at you...
But you're not even
Looking at me...
I need to do something
I shouldn't be staring at you
I should be...
I should be...
I should be...
Something to you
But I'm not...