Tomorrow is only another Sunday
And it will begin
The week of searching
Which never ends well
Another week of not
Seeing you seated
In your spot
Another week of
Not being a friend
Just a distant memory
Which is what it's
Turning out to be
So only dreams will remain
Or random texting of
How we should meet
And it's the only thing
That keeps somewhat
Of a relationship
Who knows where things lead
Maybe it wasn't meant to be
Anything more than
Just a friendship
But still on Sunday
I seek for you
And you won't be there
Because you have a life
Of your own
And the only contact
We'll have is through texting
And that doesn't help
A relationship at all
So let the dreams
And random texting begin again
What's another week
Without seeing you
A broken friend
Who will just encourage you
And I'll keep my distance
That's all that I'll do
Keep bugging you with quotes
And stay in the back
Of the gym seeking
For a friendship that won't happen
Because I push too hard for it
And then I'll push it away
Because that's what I do...
Let Sunday come
Another week will start
With work being in the way
And another nights alone for me
As my world crumbles
For something that's
Not going to happen
Saturday, August 13, 2011
Monday, August 1, 2011
Always Alone?
I am always by myself so I am a loner...but I'm never alone, though I feel extremely alone. I don't have to go out, but it's nice every now and then I would like to go out with my friends that I don't see often. When I was going out, hanging with a friend of mine, but I felt like e was being hidden from out mutual friends... So what did I do??? I stopped hanging out with him alone. We acted like a couple when we weren't and that ended the going out, hanging out, or whatever...
You're probably thinking, "What? Shannon Marie isn't going out?! She's a theatre person, they go out all the time, what's wrong?"
That might be stereotyping, but even when was working in the theatre, I didn't go out... I just started going out after shows during 'Love Kills'. I have never been a party person...no matter what I do...I'll be a loner. People will say that I can change... You're right I COULD change, but it will be me. I am who I am. I am truthfully shy, a hard worker, will listen to your problems and try to put a smile on your face while encouraging you and letting you know everything will be ok and that you're loved.
What can I say? That's who I am... Painfully shy until I let someone in and become a big goofball to make people laugh.
You're probably thinking, "What? Shannon Marie isn't going out?! She's a theatre person, they go out all the time, what's wrong?"
That might be stereotyping, but even when was working in the theatre, I didn't go out... I just started going out after shows during 'Love Kills'. I have never been a party person...no matter what I do...I'll be a loner. People will say that I can change... You're right I COULD change, but it will be me. I am who I am. I am truthfully shy, a hard worker, will listen to your problems and try to put a smile on your face while encouraging you and letting you know everything will be ok and that you're loved.
What can I say? That's who I am... Painfully shy until I let someone in and become a big goofball to make people laugh.
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