Sleepless nights....

Well, I haven't been sleeping well and it will soon become a story. Just like most of the stories that come and go in my head. The problem with me is that...a guy actually said that he liked me and now won't talk to me. This happened before....and I'm fustrated. I haven't been sleeping well at all and this is bugging me.
I don't know what I'm doing or what I'm doing wrong. I guess when it comes right down to it...I'm going to be the lonely one. I can learn to love but not when someone shuts me out before I get a chance to even think things through...
Life is never easy I know that, but you know what, I'm tired of being who I am. Sometimes, I wish I could be someone else, but God made me the way I am for a reason and I have to figure out that reason. If I don't I'll never know what it will be like to love or anything like that. Having sleepless nights isn't worth the fight sometimes.

Its going to be ok....

Adam is leaving tomorrow and now I have no one to actually mess up their costume...because his was an easy fix that it wouldn't matter. Another dancer is leaving as well...its getting more confusing than ever around here.Anyway, other than that life is life. I have to deal with random people as they get through life and how things work...but that's how it is in Disney.

Gotta love it.